i know it worries you (and i totally understand that), but what he's doing is so important and so few people dare to do it. i, for one, really admire it.
happy new year, lynne - i hope that 2011 brings us an opportunity to work together (writing is the new praying)
thanks Julie...I'm totally proud of him, and very envious of the part of the world he is seeing and the life he is experiencing. Even though we want our children to have wings, there is still a contradictory edge of sadness when they actually fly!
Would love some collaborations in 2011! Excellent idea
I'm suffering from an excess of velleity. Velleity is volition at its weakest. It's a mere wish or inclination, without any accompanying effort. My velleity is fed by an overactive imagination... I can see in my mind's eye exactly what my dream garden looks like, for example. So when I am outside, I'm imagining a tree there, a shrub here, a winding path and a bank of flowers. so the lack of all those things and the lack of effort on my part to make them happen don't worry me so much. It certainly makes things easier when you are living with a very large garden during our excessively hot and dry summers. I'd write more... but what can I say? Velleity strikes again.
Three years ago I decided to make a doll's house for Taylor. I insisted on going to buy the wood and get it cut the morning that I made the decision, and then, rather typically, it was packed away and no more was done. This Christmas, Greg challenged me to get it finished, which transformed it into the 'Great 2018 Dollhouse Project', and in a second transformation, I decided that Taylor might be too old for it but that I probably am not. One of the great things about creating a world in miniature, is that it makes you look at the things around you with completely different eyes. I am assessing everything that I see to determine its convertibility into furniture and fittings. Greg helped me to cut out the windows yesterday, so now I am planning paint colours, wall and floor finishes and which rooms should be what. I'm planning a laboratory in the attic, and thinking of a shop as part of the ground floor. It is 1:12 scale, so the adult people will be betw...
It's been a strange week. Periods of intense busyness, a couple of moments of sheer indulgence and unconnected people suddenly telling me how they see me. It got me wondering about the chasm between the way we see ourselves (or is it just me?) and the way other people see us. This picture of Simon's seems to sum it up perfectly. We are looking down a tunnel. Uneven, rusty and filled with the debris of what we think is important into the eyes of the people who intersect our lives. It all started with this post where I said that I am a black lace and candlelight kind of person. Larissa, who is my son's girlfriend (and whose amazing blog is here ) disagreed with me quite emphatically. Where I see myself as dark and moody, she sees me as "bouncy, happy and colourful. and you're almost always smiling. you're like a naughty little girl trapped in a woman's body.. a creative wild child who doesn't want to conform but has to". How do we get to see ourselv...
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happy new year, lynne - i hope that 2011 brings us an opportunity to work together (writing is the new praying)
xox
/j
Even though we want our children to have wings, there is still a contradictory edge of sadness when they actually fly!
Would love some collaborations in 2011! Excellent idea